Adventure (well. not really)

Bokap gw nekat.
Jadi gini, sekitar jam 4.30 sore klo ga salah gw, gw diajak ma bokap ke Gramedia deket BIP.
Berhubung tujuan utama gw ke Bandung adalah membeli buku, maka gw ikut
TAPI
bokap tiba2 bilang: kita naik angkot aja
gw: (shock)
mak gw: gak mau mama antar aja? (tp mak gw cuman ngomong ke gw)
gw: (mengangguk dgn muka memelas)
bokap: udahlah kami naik angkot aja
Jadi begitulah. gw, bokap, dan adek gw naik angkot jurusan Antapani-Ciroyom.
perjalanan ke sana lancar. kami nyampe dgn selamat. tp ya jalan ke Gramedia nya rada jauh.
dan,
sangat mengecewakan.
sumpah, setau gw terakhir kali gw kesana, Gramed nya lengkap2 aja. tp kali ini gw kesana? oh my, oh my. sumpah ga lengkap. kesel gw. kami ngabisin 45 mnt disitu udah gitu ke BEC.
di BEC beli macem2, termasuk kabel usb buat mp3 gw. soalnya ilang :(
nah, ini nih pas pulang.
gw DULU pernah naik angkot dr BIP. tp yea, seperti biasa, gw ga inget naik apa. kata bokap naik Antapani-Ciroyom jg *sotoy*
jadi kita naik aja nih. daaaaaaaan sumpah, di jalan ga tenang gw ama bokap. liet2 ke jalan terus. akhirnya bokap bilang: bener ga sih ren?
gw: mungkin pa.
gw BENER BENER udah tenang pas udah liet gedung SMA 3 & 5. untung nyampe rmh.
bokap... bokap...

okehdehgwsakitperutnih.byebye!

27-28 April

Kemaren (27 April 2010) gw naik travel dr Jkt ke Bdg. jam 3 berangkat. dan gila, maceeeeeeet minta ampun dah. jam 7 malem br nyampe. gila pantat gw panas di travel nya.
begitu nyampe bdg, udah cipika cipiki ma opung dan kk2 sodara gw, gw MAU tidur nih ya. eh, tp OL dulu. nyampeeeee jam 9an gitu, akhirnya gw nonton film ma kk sodara gw: Weekend at Bernie's. gila ngocol bgt tu film nya. ampe jam 11 apa ya kita nonton. trs mo tidur beneran kan. TAPI, oh tapi. bandung panas gilaaaaaaa kmrn!! mo mati gw. baju tidur gw ampe basah. ckckck

Nah, hr ini (28 April 2010) kerjaan gw tuh: bangun, sarapan, mandi, pergi ke dokter, makan, pergi ke toko foto, balik lg ke rmh, ol. mngkn bntr lg mo ke Gramed. hehehee

bosen deh disini. pengen ketemu temen2 :( kangen gila gw!
mo bawa oleh2 apa ya buat mrk? hmmm *thinking*

oh ya,
ini aja deh hehe :)
love you all. muah muah :-x

this week will be:

1. Fun: I'm in Jakarta, and will be going to Bandung
2. Lonely: I left my best friends in Malaysia
3. Super Cool: I'll meet my cousins
4. Harsh: I need to study, not having fun
5. Gaining weight week -_-

Yesterday, I arrived at Jakarta around 8.00 PM (Jakarta time). My aunt picked me up with her driver. And then we ate dinner at "Baso Malang". Then, we went home to "Ciledeug" *bener ga sih gini tulisannya?* I didn't really like Jakarta, but it's okay. cuz around 3 PM (Jakarta time) I'll be going to Bandung! muahahahaha.. and then, that's when the REAL FUN begin!!

Last one, I just wanna say that I REALLY miss this fellows:

• Delannoy Belin
• Irfan Hanif
• Retnali S.P
• Adelika R.D
  
• Vinca R.R

I didn't say the others not because I don't miss them. but because the list will be to long. sorry guys. Super cool. what? what did i just typed? forget it.

okay,let'sjustenjoyourlifetoday,shallwe?byebye!

we can say it's a good day

my bro is back!! yea, cool. his plane landed at 3 pm. me, my lil bro, and my mom went out at 2.45.
i thought we're late cuz we arrived at 3.30 but, anyway anyhow he just arrived.
the first thing he did when i approached him: hit my head with an empty bottle (with a smile on his face -__-) well, i just laughed along with him
hehehe..
when we're going to fetched him, I am so excited you know! and this is how i look like:

he's so nice that he bought me a purse :D too simple I guess, but that's fine with me.

i have filled it out already :D

this is my old one. he's in a terrible condition

thanks bro! and he also bought this novel:

okayokay,haveagooddayy'all!

bad day

yea, today... sucks
I guess I'll update some more pictures on Kartini's day :(
aaa not in the mood for everything. everything's wrong. I can't smile normally
even the smallest thing that my friends said annoyed me
I'm sorry dudes
I feel like throwing myself far away from my friends
even thought they care about me (I appreciated it guys), I still gave that sulky face. Ah! Goddamnit

seeya

Fun Overload.

well, this is my 60th post :D
I'm going to tell you about today.
Today, our school celebrated the Kartini's Day. So, everyone must wore batik (you know, that cool patterns on the shirt or skirt, or pants from Indonesia). The only problem is: I don't have any.
my Mom have one, but... well, it's mommy style you know. and then I got this idea: LET'S TOOK IT FROM MY BROTHER'S WARDROBE. and so I opened his wardrobe, and the music plays in the back of my head when I found it. Yea, so today I wore my brother's batik. lol.
and school is so much fun today! we took a pictures together with our lovely Math teacher :D we've done a LOT of mistake to her. hahaha..

It's me on the right :D

And then, because none of us wore uniform, WE CAN GO TO CC! hahahaha.. but I didn't play CoD today. I just hang around with them, because I'm too lazy to play CoD. here's some pic:



And then, well.. I went home with Fatina, Retna, and Yanti (Retna's lil sister).

now, about tomorrow, our plan is:
1. Skip school
2. Go to Kuala Lumpur station
3. Go to Sunway Pyramid
4. Eat
5. ICE SKATING!!!
can't wait. it must be a lot of fun. hehe.. too bad Belin can't go with us.

My Bro

Now that I think about it more, I really miss my brother T__T
AAAAAAAAAA
I always feel something is missing and that is my brother
I want to spent more time with him :(
and I will.
I will treasure every moment I have with him.
my bro, I.... *ekhem* love you :D

Today I chatted with him and I felt happy :)
well, can't wait until he returns home
His status in YM is this: "Rumah Sakit" (Hospital in English) and then I asked him: are you in the hospital? and then he said: make it in English but per word.
Rumah = Home ; Sakit = Sick
So his status is: Home Sick
Yea, creative.
That's my bro for sure :D

okaybyebye!

Life: 19 April 2010

First thing first: The family pic is here!!!



Second: I miss Delannoy Belin :(

Third: I'm tired of Boys

Fourth: I don't like all this things and plans

Fifth: It's too tiring

Sixth: I wanna gave up

Seventh: There's no need for the L word

bye:(

beresin lemari, menggila, patah tulang.

okeh, dua kata terakhir dari judulnya emang rada lebay, tp hampir mendekati kenyataan kok gpp.

yang tidak terganggu gugat

kamar gw...

muka gw -_-

jadi gini, gw di paksa nyokap buat beresin lemari. ga mngkn dah gw yg berinisiatif duluan. jadi apa yg gw lakukan:
1. Gw ngurusin kaos2 sialan itu (gw nemu 10an kaos gt yg blm prnh gw pake. wkwkwkwk) trs gw masukin lg


2. Gw keluarin segala macam kemeja dan gw "benerin" kemudian gw masukin lg
3. Gw keluarin smua jaket dan sweater,gw cobain,terus gw masukin lg

4. Gw keluarin smua dress, gw masukin lg

INTI dari smua yg gw lakukan: masukin baju ke dalam lemari.
HASIL nya? Kamar gw yg jadi berantakan
nasib2... Palingan bsk giliran kamar gw yg di surgery. oh iya, trs gw jg pengen beresin rak buku. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa mati aja lah

akhirnya:

DAMPAK nya: kamar gw tambah berantakan + gw sangat capek

okeh,dahsemua!hohohoho

Kita? Aku dan Kamu?

*buat anak kelas 9 A mohon baca judulnya dengan nada yg diucapkan oleh ipank dan remon*

KITA = aku dan kamu.

I know. Tapi ada arti yg lbh dalem pada kata "kita" klo menurut gw.
kalo seseorang ngucapin "kita", sebenernya siapa aja sih yg msk ke dlm itu?
temen baik doang? temen - temen se"geng" doang? temen sekelas doang?
kadang, gw ngerasa klo gw sebenernya gw ga termasuk dlm kata2 "kita" itu.
kita sama kami itu beda kan? kalo "kita" org bisa ngerasa dy ga termasuk dalam kategori itu. tp kalo "kami" org pasti tau klo mrk msk ato enggak ke dlm kategori itu.
aku dan kamu itu klo mnrt gw nih ya, berarti sangat dalam. gw bener2 ngerasa seneng loh klo gw masuk ke dalam "kita" itu. mngkn kalian pikir apa banget dah gituan doang. tp klo mnrt gw, bisa bersama dengan temen - temen gw dan diikutsertakan dengan mereka itu sangat... berharga.
susah ngejelasinnya dengan kata - kata, tp yg jelas gw ngerasa seneng bisa berada dalam kata "kami" itu.
nah, skrg lawan kata kami = mereka.
mnrt gw (yea, pastilah mnrt gw), ngucapin tmn kita dengan kata "mereka" itu seakan2 mengeluarkan mrk dr lingkaran kita. mngkn ga bermaksud, ato mungkin cuman keceplosan, tp juga mungkin kalo mrk emang tdk sedekat itu lagi dengan kita. gw bener2 berusaha agar tidak mengucapkan kata itu utk menyebut tmn2 gw, tp klo gw keceplosan dan ada yg ngerasa kyk gw rasakan, gw minta maaf bener2.

gw nge post ini tdk bermaksud apa2. hanya ingin membagi pikiran soalnya kata2 ini muncul trs di otak gw. dan tau ga sih?! nulis di blog pake bahasa Indo susah!! nah, jangan ada yg merasa atau terasa atau terangsang yaw :P

sayaucapkanselamattinggal.

B-O-T-A-K

ehem, ini post ke 55 jd kesannya special aja gmn gituch jadi gw mo nulis pake bhs Indonesia.
okeh, satu minggu ini rasanya sangaaaaaaat capek. mental maupun fisik. dua2nya capek dah. hr ini belin my best plen se best2nya pergi ke bali looooh. dy meninggalkan saya di dalam dunia yg sangat menyedihkan ini (okay, lebaaay). aaaaaa ga seru deh orang2. pada ga seru lo smua :P
ga penting kan post gw? of course, gw gitu. padahal kesannya mo special. yak bodo lah.
hr ini ga penting bgt. gw plg sklh dr bende2 yg harus kami ikuti itu. udah kesel duluan ma prediksi uan. udah gitu ada les piano, peer gw blm selese. betul2 dah. ngebut gw ngerjainnya ampe salah. sialan -___-
baik marilah kita tutup sekian saja untuk hr ini :D

bye.muah.

Fifteen

what's up with this number? Today is 15'th April and it's like the worst day ever. some of our school's students brought shame to our school. and yea, all of us got the impact too. let's not talk about this thing so much because I don't really feel like it
the real problem is, this year I will turned 15. maybe this year will be like the worst year ever.
I'm over reacting of course, I guess I just need to pray more. yea, I will do that.
and one more bad thing: I guess me and my friends can't go to the mall (the Cyber Cafe) as often as we used to. damn it, just when I'm having fun with Call of Duty.

καλά, αυτό είναι όλο. σας ευχαριστώ :)

i missed it.

So, today i supposed i should sent my brother to the airport. you know what? this is the first time my brother won't be with us. He's going alone. and so, I need to ask for permission for my little brother because he still got one more subject. and this is when the hard part came. I hate it. WHY? I don't know that asking for permission is this hard. Hello! I'm trying to catch the train! they are some people that didn't REALLY understand about this matter. I WANT TO SENT MY BROTHER. and so what happened? I didn't sent him. there's no way that we can catch the train and went to the airport. yeah, so that's why I cried today on my way home. I mean, this is the first time that I won't see my brother for almost more than a week. I'm so embarrassed because some of my friends is at the station too. and, I'm the kind of people who WILL cry more if someone try to calmed me down. so, rather than going there and greeted them, I sat at the stairs. but then one of them came. I'm really sorry. It's so foolish of me. And I can't tell him the reason why i cried at that time because I WILL definitely cry harder. and I told him to go away. so he left. but then the 2 girls came. well, i just wanna say: Thank you. they cheered me up. and then the others is walking my away and i just said that i don't want them to see me like this and so the girls cast them out. kinda. hahaha... I'm really thankful because I have a caring friends like them. oh no, the tears is pouring down again

this is

FREEDOM. oh God, thank you so much. I don't care as long as I passed the exam. all that exam.

And now, muahahahahahaha... the time to play has come! I WILL play. all game that I know and I (my brother) have. I won't touch my books. nor will I look at it.

Today.. hmmm what about today? well, I play Call of Duty again. last time I played for 1 hour. and this time? 1 and a half. wooo hooo! victory. what? no. nothing victory.

Kinda sad today. and bad mood again. well, the bad mood is not that bad. but it is bad.

I think I should be more hyper because all my exam has ended, but nope. I don't feel like it.

Friendship,
again this thing crossed my mind
I really think I can trust my friend
well, trust is not so important I guess
Am i the only one who care about this?
About the our-ness of us?
AM I?
Then it's USELESS
I should have noticed it from the beginning
it is useless. trash. junk

ps: doli, oh doli.

bye.

Shake hands

Shake hands for some people, might be something not so special. Well that's what I thought. But now, I mean today, shake hands is special. The feeling when my hand touched the other person hand gave me this chill all over my body. But it's not the cold chill. Somehow it's warm. Maybe I'm just being over reacting (well, I am over-everything) but this thing is new for me. not the shaking hands, but the chills. Whenever I shook hands with people, it's just shake hands. you know, you touched your hand to the other person hand and shake it. there used to be no chills all over my body. so how can that happened today?

Okay let's talk about today. today = FUN. me and my fellow girl friends... wait, the story contain so many embarrasing stuff so I guess I will write it in Indonesian. Gw ama temen2 gw yang cewek emang udah lama ngerancang ini. Dan tadinya mo dilaksanakan hari Sabtu tapi tidak berhasil, jadi hari ini baru kami berhasil! Apa kah Plan kami yang sangat rahasia itu? Sampe anak cowok tidak boleh tau? Wkwkwkwk.. kami mau main Call of Duty 4 di warnet di The Mall. Alasannya? simpel. Karena kami pengen tau apa enaknya sih main CoD sampe anak cowok ketagihan gitu. Dan ternyata people, main CoD itu emang seru! Yah mungkin gw ngerasa seru krn mainnya bareng tmn2 gw. Kalo main sendiri ga tau sih. Belom nyoba. Abang gw ada sih di komputernya tp CoD 5. Takutnya beda.

Tau ga sih? Retna tuh heboh BANGET. Pas kami baru pulang nih ya, dia langsung manggil2 “cepet ren! Cepet! Ntar ga keburu!” okay deh jadi gw jg panicking. Terus kami (gw, Uri, Retna, Farah, Ira, Vinca) lari. Yes, kami lari. Dari sekolah sampe ke The Mall udah kayak orang dikejar setan padahal kayaknya bahkan ga ada yang nyadar kalo kami ga ada. Bahkan pas udah di The Mall tinggal ke CC aja kami tetap lebay. dan begitu udah nyampe kami kan pada bayar buat 30 menit doang. Sumpah kami SOTOY. Ga ada yg tau gimana mainnya, ga ada yang pernah main, tp SEMUA sotoy. Bener2 dah.. nyari game nya aja kami ga bisa men. Pas kami udah bisa buka nih game nya, tiba2 Fikri ma ank cowo lain dtg. Dan mereka SHOCK. Wkwkwkwk makan tuh. Girls Rule! Yea tapi akhirnya kami minta bantuan Fikri agar bisa berhasil main game itu. Hahaha.. seru abis dah. Gw mainin profile nya si ‘Valentino’ dan seruuu! Gw masih ga ngerti senjata2annya tp oke lah.. anak cowok kyknya lebay banget gw main. Sialan. Dan tmn2 gw pada klh smua ma gw. Muahahahha.. emang gamers sejati dah gw. Udah gt kan ga kerasa 30 menti abis, gw lngsng nambah 30 mnt lg. Hahahaha.. Retna jg sih. Yea dan Fikri jadinya ikut main sama sapa lg gw ga tau. Dan susah deh klo anak cowo udah gabung, tp gpp lah :P

Wow, long story I guess. But hope you don’t mind. Keep visiting my blog! Hahaha... just wait, I will have another long story for tomorrow.

okaybyeloveyouallmuahmuahdah.irenehassignedout:P

okay, i get it.

Okeh. thing's can't get any worst right?
yes, it's true. i don't like you anymore
but why? i don't need it anymore. your excuse.
just leave me. leave me alone like we didn't know each other
i know. i know you're lying
all of it. all of your words, none of them is true
thanks. thank you for all you've done.

Thank you for the beautiful lies. I really hope everything will be better for you :)

now, talking about my feelings
i feel like I'm becoming so weird. towards 'him'
you know, him.

I'm truly weird

i should've not said that. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
now i want to scream like hell.
you keep ruining my days

please forgive me. today's post is just... lame

okayokaykeepitcool.i'mouttahere:D

waiting for something that i don't know

People! I have "successfully" finished my practical exam
big yea for me. and so the only one left is the stupid normal school exam.
I'll beat you! and because this day is somehow feels like a special day, I'll continue to write in Indonesian :)

Gila. entah kenapa beberapa hari ini gw ngerasa nungguin sesuatu. tau ga sih rasanya kayak ada sesuatu yg kurang dan lo tunggu2? nah itu lah yg gw rasakan. padahal ga jelas jg sih apaan. bego dah. dan yea gw pengen botakin Gifari deh (a.k.a: Ifal). dari hari apa ya? sabtu yg lalu apa ya? eh ga tau jg deh. pokoknya dia selalu bilang gini ke gw: Jangan ke ge-eran ya ren.

Oh please! gw ga ge-eran kok santai aja. dan setiap gw nanya ma dy maksudnya apa, dy ga mo ngasi tau. yah sudahlah lebik baik tidak usah terlalu saya pikirkan atau nanti saya akan menjadi stress. saya capek you know? ya anda sekalian pasti tidak tahu. perasaan ini yg gw rasakan dan memberi rasa yg merangsang perasa (oke, lupakan apa yg barusan anda baca). ehem, intinya gw lg kesel. ga nyambung ya? ya sudah disambung2in saja.

gw geje. ngerasa nungguin sesuatu tp ga tau apa ato siapa. ngerasa kesel bgt sampe ke bawa bad mood, tp ga tau ama apa ato siapa. oh ya dan gw jg ngerasa dikhianati (lagi) tp kali ini gw tau knp. geje sih alesannya. yah, tapi apa sih sebenernya yg ga geje dalam hidup gw?

pengen deh teriak2 geje ngelepasin stress, tp UAS masih menanti jadi sepertinya harus ditunda dulu. pengen melaksanakan segala rencana kelas kami. tp yea, lagi2 masih harus menunggu UAS. susah... susah... nasib dah jadi anak kelas 3 smp -____-

Well lastly I wanna thank my God. thank you for today, thank you for the cloud as well as sunshine, thank you for the food, thank you for the time I can spend with my friends and family. Thank you, thank you, and thank you.

okayloveyouallmuahmuahbyebye!thankyouforvisiting:D

Blog Award

First thing first : Thank you
Thank you Farah for giving me this opportunity :P kinda "lebay" i know.
well, i just realized that Nanda also gave me the same award (sorry, sis!) and i wanted to say thank you too. It's seem that only "thank you" is not enough, but that's all i can say :(
Well, i guess i need to pass this award. so here's the LUCKY person :)

1. Farah Savira
2. Delannoy Belin
3. Vinca Rosea
4. Nadia Mahendrati
5. Retnali Sutardjo

And FYI, they're all my best friends :D


I just found out something important (only Indonesian can read this!) : UJIAN PRAKTEK lebih susah daripada UAN wooy!!! apalagi UAS ntar. mati aja gw!!!
okay, something new from me: this week is the worst. not because of the exam, but because of my mood. oh God, i ruined everything. I feel like I'm being so childish while everyone is well.. you can say care about me (ha. ha. pede gila) and yea, it's like I'm doing something really REALLY very extraordinary BAD. T____T I'm crying.
Sorry. I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. you guys don't know how sorry I am. I feel like throwing myself into the big hole so that no one can see me ever again.

that'sallfortoday:(

Craziness. Mood: down

today is a total madness.
I went to school at 9 because we still have this extra class for the normal school exam: UAS
nothing special i guess. except that ira (my "mommy") wore uniform, while the others didn't. and ipank wore sandals. the teachers is killing us. we're so damn hungry, you know.
from 9 am to 1.45 pm we didn't have any break.
so when the class finished, we went straight to the mall and went to the food court. but then, because me and belin thought the food will take a long time until it's ready, we went to the bookstore. I bought 4 books and belin bought 2. I think we didn't took so much time, but when we get back to the others, they finished eating. damn.
yea so we eat and we eat. there's still some of them with us. yea, thanks guys.
and then, this is when the THINGS happened.
but because it's so mad, and it involves many people's life (okay it's kinda over) i can't post it without their agreements. so, yea. let's wait.

hmm.. today i don't know why (well, i guess i know why) I'm depressed. my mood just blew up. maybe I'm the one that ruins my own mood. anyway, it's depressing :(

yea,that'sall.kindanotinthemoodtopostlongstory.sorryall:(

Guess what

I made a "To-Do List" and I put it on my desk. I promise myself that I must finished the essay for the English's Practice Exam and the speech for the English Conversation's. And I want to search a News Topic for the Indonesian's Practice Exam, that me and Belin will record tomorrow. And to memorize the songs for the Art Class.
but, of course.
I haven't done any of that. So what did i do? I woke up at 7 am (yea, crazy), went straight to my desk, make the "TO DO LIST" and brought a sheet of papers with me to the dining table, put it there, turned on my Mother's laptop. And when the laptop is turned on,
the DISASTER came.
I connected it to the internet. Typed www.facebook.com and.. I played games. maybe around 10 i helped my mom a little bit with chores, and then i play the online games that I'm kinda into right now. the site is www.mmog.asia and the game called Boomz. And then I got tired. well, my eyes got tired, and so i closed it. and i took my lil' bro's netbook, and I watched a movies.
I watched "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs" which is terrific, touching, and entertaining. And then I watched "Journey to the Center of the Earth" which is WOW.
and now me, my mom, and my lil' bro is going to watch our Sherlock Holmes collection dvds.

When will i get the TO DO LIST done? dunno.

I'm off!

my normal day is back

finally, the exam is over.
I'm exhausted. but it's cool, I guess. I mean, it's not that i can't do it. I can. but, yea who knows?
God, I pray that you will help all of us (IX A, IX B, XII IPA, XII IPS).
well, that's all for the exam. let's not talk about the past, let's talk about the future.

What should I do list

1. Watch Alice in Wonderland
2. Watch How to train your Dragon
3. Do the photo shoot
4. Sleepover in Belin's house (but i don't know when)
5. Have a movie day (maybe with vinca and retna, or others)
6. Go to Time Square and shop with fatina, k hannan, k devi (around the mid of April)
7. Go shopping with my mom
8. Play online games for a full day
9. Sleep for almost 12 hours (is it even possible?)
10. CLEAN my room (again)

That's some plan I wanna do and I will do. need to spend my time wisely. oh yea, i forgot.

I STILL NEED TO STUDY.

how can i forget about that? -__________-
it's sucks. but holiday is just ahead, so I'll take it easy

that'sallfortoday.thankyouforthetimeyouspenttoreadthis :D