Waiting

Boys can make you confused. that's for sure.
I know. I guess I'm supposed to not think about this stuffs anymore. but, that person, get in to my mind again. And he confused me. MAKE UP YOUR MIND, DUDE!
mungkin gw terlalu lebay terlalu ge-er apapun lah. tp ya lu nya jg jgn kyk ngasi harapan or whatever gitu dong. ah, ngeseliiiiiiiin!!
gw rasa gw masih blm bisa ngelepasin doi bener2.
haduh, gw pengen cepet2 bebas laaah. klo msalnya trnyata tidak, kan gw bs yaaaah apa lah nyari cowok lain ato kecengan lain ato apa lah yg lain. soalnya gw emang sudah bersiap - siap. tp klo iya yaaa kita lihat nanti lah. tp kan jadinya skrg geje gitu. di tengah2. zzzzzt abis. AAAH! gw tau gak smua cowok begono, tp ya krn begitu ancur dah image smua cowok di pikiran gw.

SUDAHLAH. mari gw menulis hal2 yg lebih menyenangkan drpd hal - hal yang baru saja gw ketik diatas :D
gw lg jatuh cinta ama ni lagu Jepang: Aqua Timez - Sen no Yoru wo koete.
arti lirik nya gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa DALEM. sedalem dasar laut yg paling dalem dalem dalem.

"I found one answer, that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love"

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah gila.

"I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me"

i want to quickly find my Only One :(