oh, hi!

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, it's May already.
yesterday is his birthday ._.
yea,
so i kinda posted happy birthday on his wall. butttttt he didn't even opened his facebook -____-
well of course i'm dissappointed
and anyway, even if he did opened it some days later, my post would've been on the bottooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom of his wall.
you know how many friends he got on facebook? 1009.
yeah, awesome.
anywayyyy two days ago i went to Brastagi with my family. it's............. SUPER TIRING.
i'm just not used to sport anymore.
the only sport i do here is going up and down to/from the fifth floor -__-
we did this activity "jalan sehat" or you can say "healthy walk" LOL. no, just jog.
for 1 hour and 30 minutes.
1 hour and 30 minutes.
1 hour and 30 minutes.

without warm up or even cooling down. so today, my thighs, my ankles, my back HURT LIKE HELL.
today in school is okaaayy.. well the lesson is boring. but i saw him for a few times which is good.
there's this one time when i walk past by his class and when i looked inside, he's wearing this hat the other way around. which, of course, so adorable.
and there's also this one time when he walked back to his class after break time. and he's walking while holding this "teh gopek" (tp harganya goceng -_-) and i'm like:
"baby, baby, baby, oooh~" upss, wrong. i'm like:
"hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~" and then i just.....

but let's always hope that tomorrow will be better. and tomorrow is Tuesday. and Tuesday is Religion class, and Religion class is the only time i can be in the same class as him.
SO!
i'll pray and pray and pray and pray that i'll have enough courage to do something. anything. please.
just give me the moment, and i swear (i hope) i'll do something good.