high school

OKEH. saya benar2 merasa pelajaran SMA itu "MENYENANGKAN"
pelajaran ips klo buat gw ga ada masalah sejauh ini. semua hanya mengandalkan memori otak. dan walaupun memori otak saya SANGAT AMAT TERLALU terbatas, ips masih bisa dilalui.
b.indo, b.ing, agama, pkn itu no problem. biologi bahkan gw ga ada masalah

MASALAH nya itu skrg adalah: matematika, fisika, kimia (MAFIA)

mari kita bahas satu persatu
mat: gw bisa matematika, tp guru gw terlalu bagus ampe dy ngasi soal nya bervariasi gt. oke sbnrnya mat bkn masalah sh. asalkan gw ga panik ngerjain nya bakal lancar2 aja. okok mat batal.

fis: hmmm ini jg mngkn sbnrnya bkn masalah. hanya aja gw ga suka gurunya disini. aaah i miss pak kun! tp ribet jg sih ini vektor2 bende. walopun gw suka tp..

kim: nah ini dy masalah sebenarnya. kimia itu bikin botak. saya tidak bohong. saya tidak bercanda. emang lebay tp saya serius. ini masalah. kita harus mencari jalan penyelesaiannya. KALAU TIDAK DUNIA SMA KIAMAT.


ehem.. sepertinya post saya kali ini tidak ada makna nya.. maafkan saya.

yea, anyway MARI SEMANGAT SMA!
percayalah bahwa SMA itu menyenangkan

i wish you all good health and wonderful upcoming days :D




citeh abis.

New Chapter

i guess this is it.
i just realized that maybe I'm the only one who haven't start moving on with my new life here.
and now that i've got my sense back, i'll try to do just that.
won't forget the old beautiful memories. of course i won't. no one can replace them.
but i know now that i have good friends too here.
so i need to let them go.
they have their own life now.
we have two completely different sky now.
i don't really like that fact, but it is the fact.
there's no WE anymore.
just me and THEM.
not the part of their life anymore.
i'm probably being too dramatic. but that's how i feel.
i think i understand now, how does it feels to be apart.
i said goodbye, but that's not goodbye.
i still haven't let them go.
so now, i'm saying this without holding back.

good bye my best friends.
i love you all.

for me love is not just between two persons anymore.
this pure love that i felt is the most beautiful feeling, and i got it from all my friends.

IX A 2009/2010 always in my heart...

PENCIL.

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
pensil gw!!!!!
hari ini gw ujian dan pensil mekanik gw! pensil mekanik kesayangan gw dan satu2nya!
ketinggalan di kelas :((
gw takut bsk udah kgk ada lagi. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sumpah mungkin gini rasanya klo hape gw ilang *LEBEH*
kita udah ngelewatin segalanya bersama! ujian, pr, catatan *LEBEEEH*
gw sayang bgt ama si pensil Pilot ini *LEBYEEEHH*
gw itu cinta banget ama yg namanya pensil mekanik!!!!

hhh.. nasib.. klo bsk gw ga ketemu ma dy, brarti itu nasib gw ma dy.

ok, let's stop all that nonsense *even though some of it does makes sense*
kmrn gw ke gramed dan beli buku Percy Jackson seri ke 3 - 5 (tamat)
tp sayangnya gw blm ada kesempatan bahkan untuk baca halaman pertama -__-"

sekilas info: saya ingin bermain2 gitar kembali.


















bye

10460046

oke. jadi ceritanya gini..
hari rabu minggu lalu gw baru balik dr malay gitu deh. asli seneng bgt bs ketemu tmn2 gw lg. aaaaaaaaa.. gw masi kangen ma mrk

daaan bgitu gw plg ke medan, hari kamis kan gw sklh. udah gituuu yaa bende bende bende, gw dikasi kartu ujian buat hr jumat nya (pekan bulanan I). gw bener2 ga ada merhatiin tu kartu. tp udah gitu plg sklh nya tmn gw ada yg mo liet ruangannya kan, jadi gw bareng ma dy. trss liet posisi duduknya, baru lah gw merhatiin nmr ujian gw.
eeeehhh nmrnya 10460046. yg penting disini itu: 46 nya.
wkwkwkwk
yg tau heboh ya. yg ga ngerti diem aja.
sebenernya sih gw jg ga ngerti what's the big deal.
tp gw pengen ngasi tau ajaa.. secara ini blog udah jarang bgt di update. wkwkwk
nmr ujian gw 46 kan ya..
nmr absen gw 23. setengah nya 46. ckckckck

oh ya, dan td gw seneeeeng bgt. jd nyokap gw lg ke putra gt, pas nunggu kereta api (ktm) di stasiun putra, nyokap ketemu retna.
udah gt nyokap lngsng nelp gw. trs jadinya gw ngmng ma retna. bentar doang sih. kira2 begini:

retna: ireeeeeeeeeeeeeen
gw: retnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
retna: iren kangeeeeen
gw: iyaaa rettt gw jugaaaaa *air mata mulai menggenang, suara mulai sengau*
retna: aaaaaa jgn nangis lah ren. puasa ga lo
gw: puasa
retna: oke deh ren, gw ga mo lama2. pulsa nyokap lo sih. ok bye reeen
gw: bye reet

tp walo begimanapun gw seneng. udah gt bbrp mnt yg lalu abis webcaman ama pinkaa. hehehe rambut nya panjang benerr

oke gw gatau mo nulis apalagi, jadi bye2

hey

wow, i choosed a bad title didn't i? but whatever. oh man, how long is it since the last time i updated my blog? hahaha... okay, let me explain to everyone that's reading my post: the internet in Indonesia SUCKS REAL BAD. no lie.
okay so i've started my school from like what? 2 weeks ago? yea something lah
the first day: HARSH.
you know what, i gotta hold my tears from the morning till evening. everything is just so different. i don't think i'm ready to adapted myself. it's just, aaaaaaaaaaaaah.. the class, the teachers, the lessons, the classmates. oh God..
I always try my best to keep contacting with my friends, because you know what? i'm afraid.
i'm not afraid of them forgetting me.
but what i'm really afraid of is that i will be the one who forget them.
i don't know, i just can't imagine if someday i won't care even if they're online, i won't care a damn thing to wrote on their wall, i won't miss them anymore.

that is what i'm really afraid of.

that's why i think i never opened up with my classmates here, i don't wanna talk with them. because if i found one or more of them that is kinda fun and cool to be friends with, i might have don't have this feeling of missing KL anymore.

BUT

no. i won't let that happened. even if i have new friends here, i won't forget them.
what my best friends in KL gave me is not only happiness. we've been through a lot of things. and you won't understand it. IT'S.A.LOT. we've been through hard times, good times, BAD times, stupid lessons, stupid stuff, stupid game, stupid talks, cool friendship, bad friendship, feeling of hating, feeling of loving. oh God there's too many :'(

the fact that i won't forget is: our family. Ilegall (apa Illegal?) family. it doesn't matter if even all of them forget about that. i love them. i used to think the word "love" is merely a word. but know, this word "love" can make me cry for the whole week. it gave me this great feeling of missing. the longing that made both of my eyes and heart hurts.

i don't know what to do if one day they forget about me. wait, maybe a suicide?

BRAND NEW

I've got a looooot of new story and i am about to write it in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...

FIRST: NEW HAIRCUT
Actually this is not my plan. absolutely not. i still haven't figured out the hairstyle. just for your information, i like to follow my idols hairstyle and then adjust it to my face and changed it a little bit here and there. BUT my hair was so long a few days ago (to be exact: tuesday) and my mom won't tolerate this inappropriate behavior (lebay -__-)
So, on Tuesday 6th of July, at around 11.30 am my mom forced me to go with her to the salon. i think i still can find my way out of it in the salon. BUT you really can't get away from your mom. as soon as we stepped into the salon, she told the hairstylist
"She's going to have a haircut." -__________-
*dan gw lngsng cemberut sampe selese potong rambut*
at first i don't think it will turn out good, because it's just the same as my old haircut and it's so double lame. but yea it turned out pretty good. so here you go:


okay, to the next stories

SECOND: MALAYSIA!!
where am i? where am i? answer! answer! yup malaysia it is. let's start with the good things: i'm going to meet my friends again, i'm going to release my stress here, i have a super fast internet, i have my old room, i have ktm rather than angkot or becak. and so! to the baaaaaad thing: i missed my first day at school! how cool was that? i have no friends there, i have no idea where is my chair and table, i have no idea who's the teacher is, i have no idea about the subjects and stuffs, i SERIOUSLY know nothing about that school and it's system of teaching -_- i'm panic. oh wait, not just the first day. but also the 2nd, 3rd, and the 4th. HAHA

THIRD: THE CLASSROOM
the good thing about my class and what's inside it is: there's not a lot of chinese people. no hard feelings! what i'm trying to say is, not everyone can speak chinese and write chinese. JUST LIKE ME! so i'm not all that worried about chinese lesson (oh yea how if everyone turns out to be chinese geniuses? i'm dead) the bad thing is: IT'S ON THE FIFTH FLOOR. AND NO LIFT. AND TO GET TO THE FIFTH FLOOR, YOU NEED TO USE THE SIDE LADDER, NOT THE MAIN ONE!!!!!! wherever i am, my classroom is always out of the sight -_-

more stories? STAY TUNED with me, IRENE, on irene is kyuhyun lover ciao!
*apedah -______-*

First Time Grey

sori kalo gw rada lebay, tapi beginilah Irene kalo ada hal2 baru di kehidupannya hehe :D
this is my preparation for being a Senior High School student

Tas baru (check)yg paling gw suka dr tas ini, bawah nya ada tmpt buat sepatu. mantep ga tuh

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Seragam SMA (check)kgk pake dasii T_T

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yak, post gw gitu doang hehe