little things

Did you noticed that when you have a crush on someone,
you notice every single thing about them?
and your eyes follow their back as they pass you by
and you keep looking to the windows so that you won't miss it when they walked pass you?
and you keep fixing your hair when you're going to pass their class?

and the most wonderful feeling is this time when you eye-contacted with them.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand that's what i've been dying to tell anyone who reads this blog.
today, when it's time to go home, the bell rang and bla bla bla
we're still sitting in the class coz' we got some stuff to do.
so, i was looking at the back window, waiting for him to pass our class to go downstairs.
fyi i was LEANING on the chair and looks like a total idiot.
TOTAL IDIOT.
LIKE, REALLY, TOTAL IDIOT.
nah, dia lewat. dan. dy lewat nya itu. sedang. mengarah. ke dalam. kelas. saya.
yeah, so he's walking with his friends while facing our class.
AND HIS EYES,
LOOKED STRAIGHT TO MY EYES.
......
yea, while i was looking like a total idiot.
our eyes met,
and that made my heart go like "DURURURURURURURUURURURUDUM!!!"
oh my God i am sooooooooooooooooooooo embarrased.
and slowly straighten up the way i sat (which was already to late)
YEAH
that sucks.
but he's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i almost fainted.
that's that.. but, yea, i love him (?)