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Now people, that IS what we call money.
hehe gw mo nabung. pokoknya nabung nabung nabung.
bulan Maret ntar, kalo Tuhan mengizinkan dan bokap nyokap jg mengizinkan, gw mau ke malay. alone jg gpp. buat nntn Super Show 3 nya Super Junior.
somehow...
yea soalnya ini mungkin kali trakir sblm jangka waktu yg sangat panjang Super Junior bisa manggung :(
aaaaaaa gw dapet mimpi itu mungkin pertanda gw emang harus kesana.
gw blm bilang ke nyokap ato bokap. cari timing dan money dulu dah.
hhhhh..
T_____T
pengen kesana bangeeeeeeeeeeeet

God, tolongin saya ya...

oh ya dan gw lg suka lagu Sum 41 - confusion and frustration in modern times hohoho keren aja.

Confusion's all I see, frustation surrounds me
Solution bid farewell, sedation WHAT THE HELL?

aseek2..
oke deh. gw ga jadi jg ya nge post soal mimpi. ntar2an aja deh klo ada mood. melibatkan terlalu banyak tragedi *apadeh* dan hal2 aneh.
lagi ga mooooooood.

EHEM

blog, i am soooo sorry. it's not that i don't want to update you, but time and the world didn't let me. it's holiday you know. but it's just the same boring day for me.
my holiday started on 9th of September. so today is what? the 4th day i guess. and so the first 2 days of my holiday is pretty lame. i'm stuck in my house. the third day... oh i guess the third is the same. but today! todaaaaay! well i get the hell out of my house. even though it's just shopping with my aunt and cousin -_______-"
but anyway, today is my love Fatina Putri Maulida's birthday!! wooo hoooo
yea that's it. i'm blog-less.
i wanna post about my HELLA FANTASTIC dream, but let me write it in the next post. it's gonna take the whole page XP


Today's pray: God, I'll save my lunch money. I just need you to show the way. I really wanna go to Super Show 3 concert. It may be the last time for me. I don't know how I'm going to make it. So, God.. please show me the way. Amen...

untitled, unthinkable, unsure, un un un :D

actually i want to share a pic today. but the internet connection... -___-
so i decided to just write it here. please note that the blue colour is the original note and the red one is my add-ons.

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate
someone or your best friends all at the same time. And it's hard to watch
things change when all you want is for them to stay
the same just like the old times. It's crazy when you want to let go of them so badly, but you
keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're
stuck right where you started. When feelings come
and go and you can't decide what you want or how you actually feel. When you
have so many things to say, but you don't know where
to start. When you want them in your life so bad, oh so bad but
all you can do is push them farther and farther away and try to make them hate you so you can let them go.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and
look at it now and realize that things are different, really different and
they may never ever be the same again. You tell yourself
it's not worth it, yes i keep saying that in my head but if it really didn't matter, you
wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it again and again.

credit goes to: girly-girl graphics and my friend Monique who shared this to me

so, that's it for today.
enjoy your day.