$$$$$

Now people, that IS what we call money.
hehe gw mo nabung. pokoknya nabung nabung nabung.
bulan Maret ntar, kalo Tuhan mengizinkan dan bokap nyokap jg mengizinkan, gw mau ke malay. alone jg gpp. buat nntn Super Show 3 nya Super Junior.
somehow...
yea soalnya ini mungkin kali trakir sblm jangka waktu yg sangat panjang Super Junior bisa manggung :(
aaaaaaa gw dapet mimpi itu mungkin pertanda gw emang harus kesana.
gw blm bilang ke nyokap ato bokap. cari timing dan money dulu dah.
hhhhh..
T_____T
pengen kesana bangeeeeeeeeeeeet

God, tolongin saya ya...

oh ya dan gw lg suka lagu Sum 41 - confusion and frustration in modern times hohoho keren aja.

Confusion's all I see, frustation surrounds me
Solution bid farewell, sedation WHAT THE HELL?

aseek2..
oke deh. gw ga jadi jg ya nge post soal mimpi. ntar2an aja deh klo ada mood. melibatkan terlalu banyak tragedi *apadeh* dan hal2 aneh.
lagi ga mooooooood.

EHEM

blog, i am soooo sorry. it's not that i don't want to update you, but time and the world didn't let me. it's holiday you know. but it's just the same boring day for me.
my holiday started on 9th of September. so today is what? the 4th day i guess. and so the first 2 days of my holiday is pretty lame. i'm stuck in my house. the third day... oh i guess the third is the same. but today! todaaaaay! well i get the hell out of my house. even though it's just shopping with my aunt and cousin -_______-"
but anyway, today is my love Fatina Putri Maulida's birthday!! wooo hoooo
yea that's it. i'm blog-less.
i wanna post about my HELLA FANTASTIC dream, but let me write it in the next post. it's gonna take the whole page XP


Today's pray: God, I'll save my lunch money. I just need you to show the way. I really wanna go to Super Show 3 concert. It may be the last time for me. I don't know how I'm going to make it. So, God.. please show me the way. Amen...

untitled, unthinkable, unsure, un un un :D

actually i want to share a pic today. but the internet connection... -___-
so i decided to just write it here. please note that the blue colour is the original note and the red one is my add-ons.

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate
someone or your best friends all at the same time. And it's hard to watch
things change when all you want is for them to stay
the same just like the old times. It's crazy when you want to let go of them so badly, but you
keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're
stuck right where you started. When feelings come
and go and you can't decide what you want or how you actually feel. When you
have so many things to say, but you don't know where
to start. When you want them in your life so bad, oh so bad but
all you can do is push them farther and farther away and try to make them hate you so you can let them go.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and
look at it now and realize that things are different, really different and
they may never ever be the same again. You tell yourself
it's not worth it, yes i keep saying that in my head but if it really didn't matter, you
wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it again and again.

credit goes to: girly-girl graphics and my friend Monique who shared this to me

so, that's it for today.
enjoy your day.

high school

OKEH. saya benar2 merasa pelajaran SMA itu "MENYENANGKAN"
pelajaran ips klo buat gw ga ada masalah sejauh ini. semua hanya mengandalkan memori otak. dan walaupun memori otak saya SANGAT AMAT TERLALU terbatas, ips masih bisa dilalui.
b.indo, b.ing, agama, pkn itu no problem. biologi bahkan gw ga ada masalah

MASALAH nya itu skrg adalah: matematika, fisika, kimia (MAFIA)

mari kita bahas satu persatu
mat: gw bisa matematika, tp guru gw terlalu bagus ampe dy ngasi soal nya bervariasi gt. oke sbnrnya mat bkn masalah sh. asalkan gw ga panik ngerjain nya bakal lancar2 aja. okok mat batal.

fis: hmmm ini jg mngkn sbnrnya bkn masalah. hanya aja gw ga suka gurunya disini. aaah i miss pak kun! tp ribet jg sih ini vektor2 bende. walopun gw suka tp..

kim: nah ini dy masalah sebenarnya. kimia itu bikin botak. saya tidak bohong. saya tidak bercanda. emang lebay tp saya serius. ini masalah. kita harus mencari jalan penyelesaiannya. KALAU TIDAK DUNIA SMA KIAMAT.


ehem.. sepertinya post saya kali ini tidak ada makna nya.. maafkan saya.

yea, anyway MARI SEMANGAT SMA!
percayalah bahwa SMA itu menyenangkan

i wish you all good health and wonderful upcoming days :D




citeh abis.

New Chapter

i guess this is it.
i just realized that maybe I'm the only one who haven't start moving on with my new life here.
and now that i've got my sense back, i'll try to do just that.
won't forget the old beautiful memories. of course i won't. no one can replace them.
but i know now that i have good friends too here.
so i need to let them go.
they have their own life now.
we have two completely different sky now.
i don't really like that fact, but it is the fact.
there's no WE anymore.
just me and THEM.
not the part of their life anymore.
i'm probably being too dramatic. but that's how i feel.
i think i understand now, how does it feels to be apart.
i said goodbye, but that's not goodbye.
i still haven't let them go.
so now, i'm saying this without holding back.

good bye my best friends.
i love you all.

for me love is not just between two persons anymore.
this pure love that i felt is the most beautiful feeling, and i got it from all my friends.

IX A 2009/2010 always in my heart...

PENCIL.

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
pensil gw!!!!!
hari ini gw ujian dan pensil mekanik gw! pensil mekanik kesayangan gw dan satu2nya!
ketinggalan di kelas :((
gw takut bsk udah kgk ada lagi. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sumpah mungkin gini rasanya klo hape gw ilang *LEBEH*
kita udah ngelewatin segalanya bersama! ujian, pr, catatan *LEBEEEH*
gw sayang bgt ama si pensil Pilot ini *LEBYEEEHH*
gw itu cinta banget ama yg namanya pensil mekanik!!!!

hhh.. nasib.. klo bsk gw ga ketemu ma dy, brarti itu nasib gw ma dy.

ok, let's stop all that nonsense *even though some of it does makes sense*
kmrn gw ke gramed dan beli buku Percy Jackson seri ke 3 - 5 (tamat)
tp sayangnya gw blm ada kesempatan bahkan untuk baca halaman pertama -__-"

sekilas info: saya ingin bermain2 gitar kembali.


















bye

10460046

oke. jadi ceritanya gini..
hari rabu minggu lalu gw baru balik dr malay gitu deh. asli seneng bgt bs ketemu tmn2 gw lg. aaaaaaaaa.. gw masi kangen ma mrk

daaan bgitu gw plg ke medan, hari kamis kan gw sklh. udah gituuu yaa bende bende bende, gw dikasi kartu ujian buat hr jumat nya (pekan bulanan I). gw bener2 ga ada merhatiin tu kartu. tp udah gitu plg sklh nya tmn gw ada yg mo liet ruangannya kan, jadi gw bareng ma dy. trss liet posisi duduknya, baru lah gw merhatiin nmr ujian gw.
eeeehhh nmrnya 10460046. yg penting disini itu: 46 nya.
wkwkwkwk
yg tau heboh ya. yg ga ngerti diem aja.
sebenernya sih gw jg ga ngerti what's the big deal.
tp gw pengen ngasi tau ajaa.. secara ini blog udah jarang bgt di update. wkwkwk
nmr ujian gw 46 kan ya..
nmr absen gw 23. setengah nya 46. ckckckck

oh ya, dan td gw seneeeeng bgt. jd nyokap gw lg ke putra gt, pas nunggu kereta api (ktm) di stasiun putra, nyokap ketemu retna.
udah gt nyokap lngsng nelp gw. trs jadinya gw ngmng ma retna. bentar doang sih. kira2 begini:

retna: ireeeeeeeeeeeeeen
gw: retnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
retna: iren kangeeeeen
gw: iyaaa rettt gw jugaaaaa *air mata mulai menggenang, suara mulai sengau*
retna: aaaaaa jgn nangis lah ren. puasa ga lo
gw: puasa
retna: oke deh ren, gw ga mo lama2. pulsa nyokap lo sih. ok bye reeen
gw: bye reet

tp walo begimanapun gw seneng. udah gt bbrp mnt yg lalu abis webcaman ama pinkaa. hehehe rambut nya panjang benerr

oke gw gatau mo nulis apalagi, jadi bye2