untitled, unthinkable, unsure, un un un :D

actually i want to share a pic today. but the internet connection... -___-
so i decided to just write it here. please note that the blue colour is the original note and the red one is my add-ons.

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate
someone or your best friends all at the same time. And it's hard to watch
things change when all you want is for them to stay
the same just like the old times. It's crazy when you want to let go of them so badly, but you
keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're
stuck right where you started. When feelings come
and go and you can't decide what you want or how you actually feel. When you
have so many things to say, but you don't know where
to start. When you want them in your life so bad, oh so bad but
all you can do is push them farther and farther away and try to make them hate you so you can let them go.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and
look at it now and realize that things are different, really different and
they may never ever be the same again. You tell yourself
it's not worth it, yes i keep saying that in my head but if it really didn't matter, you
wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it again and again.

credit goes to: girly-girl graphics and my friend Monique who shared this to me

so, that's it for today.
enjoy your day.