sixteeen

so, today is my birthday.
i'm really happy (of course), all the people that matters in my life wished me happy birthday :)
i think i'm very blessed
i realized, yet again after a long time, that there ARE people who actually care for me
you know,
i used to have my birthday celebrated in my house :)
all of my friends would come, from far far faaaar away
and we would sat in my living room and sometime watched movies, or even just went outside to the park
we would ate the food that my mother has cooked. we would ate the cake that my mom has bought.

well, of course, this year is different

wow, it's like realizing that things truly are different.
i used to see all of my friends in the school, and they would wished me happy birthday
now, all i recieve is a text. i can't even hear their voice

oh my God, the tears are falling wkwkwk






i don't know how to feel
my birthday used to be so cheerful and lively and all of that.
but this time, truly something is missing
there's this HUGE, MASSIVE emptiness in my heart.
something BIG is missing





but of course i am happy. today almost all of my friends in my classroom wishes me happy birthday :) and there's this guy named Agus, he already wished my happy birthday yesterday, and today he wished me again like 6 times .......
and cakra gave me this mug with a picture of me, picture of me with my bestfriends, picture of suju m, aaaaand a picture of kyuhyun. i'll post it someday later :)
aaand monik gave me (well, actually her mother choosed it :))) and so it is a *ekhem* hello kitty water bottle. the color is pink.
and theeen Cecil gave me this little pillow sama guling kecil nya juga wrn biruu :*
udah gitu pas pulang anak2 mo ngasi surprise tp ga jadi kwkwkwk
tp gw seneng kok. kita makan kue donat gitu
and bonus hari ini:
gw tatapan mata lagi duongzszsz sama 19
ahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
>_<