Another Quickie Post

I can't wait. I have so much plan i want to do with my classmates and friends. oh God bless us so that we can make it all happen and according to plan.
And i somehow feel weird. did I change? like, seriously changed? yea and i still can't act normal like how i used to be. and I still can't do anything proper. I guess I'm just over-reacting. but it doesn't seem right. If talking or chatting feels awkward, that's weird right?
AAAAA. The real drama is just starting. I hope I can became normal again, I hope all of our plan will be succesful. amen. I don't like it, the burden hasn't left yet. it's still here, right in my heart. making me crazy